1. |
Frills and Furs
02:45
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I want a fairy baby nymphett
Who in my dreams will let me lick it
She'll smell like roses, laugh like an angel
With her beside me I'll be able
Dark eyes, dark hair, don't care
Trapping fools in her gaze
With her fiery preteen air
She'll light my world aflame
Takes her time, be gentle
The way she laughs will drive me mental
On a throne, she's a princess
Shining like a prize
I'm lustful from my mistakes
And my breath my baby will take
Finding myself missing sleep
Because nymphett's got my head consumed by lies
Boys will be boys
And girls will be girls
Don't get blood on your frills and furs
boys will be boys
And girls will be girls
I'm wanting something different
Oh my, what a world
I'm a noodle of expression
Won't take pills for my depression
Tie up strips with fingertips
Got an obsession with safety pins
Sick of going days with nothing to eat
Insignificance eats away
Wanna see somebody smile
Wanna be the reason for a sunny day
Rollie pollies are my friends
And I don't want the world to end
We're purest at a young age
So why not embrace it
I run through memories of muddy feet
Darling your heart I wish to keep
Oh bloody hell, I'm not feeling well
Your blood, i wanna taste it
Boys will be boys
And girls will be girls
Don't get blood on your frills and furs
boys will be boys
And girls will be girls
I'm wanting something different
Oh my, what a world
Cuts and peels and meals of skin
See grotesque and gore within
Salty tears last a thousand years
Don't touch i wanna disappear
Wear a pink mossy crown
Pretty lolita dress
Promise ma to not fall down
Watch 'em fly, be the best
If black french tips
Look better than young fresh nips
Run away to the forest, and don't come back again
Maybe darling never comes
Maybe the beach was too much fun
Be happy with the trees
As they are my best friend
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2. |
Sykobish ////
04:00
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you're a fuckin idiot, don't know why i deal with it
you can go die, suck a dick and choke on it
i would take your body to my basement
lay you on the pavement
stuff fabric in your mouth so that you can't scream loud
babe i know you hate it, watch you while i'm faded
i can see you struggling, screaming through your muzzle and im giggling
love it when you're in pain, yeah i know i'm insane
just having fun not looking for fame
we call this torture, your eyes are filled with horror
dripping black wax on the cracks of your morals
aren't you sad this quarrel got you in a bad place with a good girl?
time to get started, i'm acting retarded
baby regardless your brain in gone be garbage
you thought this would be hard, bitch? we ain't even started
i'm finna fuck you senseless, so hoe pay attention
you better not mention the tention that builds up inside your body
ha, you're pathetic.
i'll give you one last kiss, but bitch that's it
time to say goodbye to all the friends that you might miss
now kiss, go to sleep.
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he loved to kiss her
loved to kiss her
shes missed
fell in love between arizona skies
telling lies about the thick knitted slick diss
the poppy hating bitch
gucci smell, smokers tell
he wished her well when he left
with a swollen chunk from his breast
restless denying
pinkberry love marks on caramel sighing
her calloused fingers cake clay crowning
flicking at his eyelids
at his eyelids
her angry wings knotted, dripping with pinkberry
street rules say carry yourself high
she loved to die
she loved to die
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3. |
Dolly
03:30
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my throat is hoarse
i think there is a bug crawling around in there
it’s legs tickling the inside walls
its small fanged mouth sucking up the drops of moisture
leaving me croaking for air
i smack my tongue against the top of my mouth
begging for liquid
trying to whisper beneath my tired breath
but i’m growing hopeless
for each vowel i speak
is swallowed up by a hungry insect
fattening itself on my silence
confide in an object, hollow honey inside
pink pursed lips and glass green eyes
cause you didn’t like many boys
your best friend was but a toy
and I’m wishing porcelain limbs could save
you wishing fate could be erased
but darling, don’t cry, don’t cry again
press bruised knees up to your chin
don’t let the darkness creep back in
don’t let him hurt you with his grin
hold tightly to your sane sin
scarred man hands, smells like beer cans
feelings of dirt, try to understand
these cuts and blood and hurt
he’ll damage more with his words
its time for your medicine
shaking moans, baby’s delicate
but darling, don’t cry, don’t cry again
press bruised knees up to your chin
dont let the darkness creep back in
don’t let him hurt you with his grin
hold tightly to your sane sin
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4. |
Codiene Colored Hair
03:04
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floating to the edge of the world,
you are just another girl
wanna have gold and pearls
wanna let your wings unfurl
wanna live to the end
but i fear you depend
on the problems you can’t mend
god send help
fuck all the kids my age i swear
i wanna be liked but do i dare
to conform with stupidity, honestly its killing me
and i’m finding that defining revolution’s what we need
so you’ve got this idea that fame and wealth
comes from the deliberate destruction of self
inside your constantly screaming for help
glorifying your mental un-health
scared of growing up
so you act like you don’t give a fuck
when you only want love and you never get enough
so everyone claims that adolescence sucks
awh shucks, go fly yourself a kite
all these little kids are forced to play nice
so you give yourself a vice
no recognition that it’s threatening your life, right?
lying / just / to make your momma proud / and the voices / in your head / are getting / loud / resorting / to the things / you shouldn’t / do / but shut / me up / cuz i’m guilty / of it too (x2)
virginity is quite a sin
curiosity weaves it’s way in
drowning yourself in pills and liquid
with desperation to get lifted
meddle with your mind to spark feelings of elation
this is your only form of true vacation
feel the vibration, emotional inflation
brain ain’t grown enough to refuse temptations
but your body’s filling up
thick lips, nice tits,
everybody wants to touch
crave it cuz it’s almost love
stubborn and defiant
your ego’s getting giant
learning all the tricks that the kids be trying
convincing yourself there’s no use in crying
lying / just / to make your momma proud / and the voices / in your head / are getting / loud / resorting / to the things / you shouldn’t / do / but shut / me up / cuz i’m guilty / of it too (x2)
floating to the edge of the world,
you are just another girl
wanna have gold and pearls
wanna let your wings unfurl
wanna live to the end, but i fear you depend
on the problems you can’t mend, asking god for help
righteous path is so unknown
dont pretend you didn’t get here on your own
you find yourself in limbo
innocence melting like winter’s snow
you’re too absorbed in the things you shouldn’t know
feel like killing yourself is the way to go
cuz the media says so, the bible says so
the whole world says so and you can’t say no
you were never taught to say no, never taught to say no
it’s a fucked up world, that’s how it goes
lying / just / to make your momma proud / and the voices / in your head / are getting / loud / resorting / to the things / you shouldn’t / do / but shut / me up / cuz i’m guilty / of it too (x2)
floating to the edge of the world,
you are just another girl
wanna have gold and pearls
wanna let your wings unfurl
wanna live to the end
but i fear you depend
on the problems you can’t mend
god send help
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5. |
Mental Pimples
03:47
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listen
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6. |
i'm done thinking
01:04
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if i said i still loved you that would be a lie
but part of me wants to kiss all your freckles
and drift away drunk on the taste of your lips
though they taste more like weed than alcohol
and you're probably more lies than love at all
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7. |
Runaway Weird Witch
03:28
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yet to realize the reason i do this
fame ain't a thing but i hope i don't miss
if you wanna be rich, try being a bitch
conform well enough and you'll be accepted
witch with the power, taller than a tower
i found the divine making chains out of flowers
got a death drive and a will to kill
may my mind thrive, may i never fall ill
i indulge in ignorance
too quickly progressing from being a kid
mistaken for a satanist, i'll rep being a pagan
my bites cause scars, my reach spreads far
like KAKAKA, your soul i will draw hahaha….
sugarplum houses, angry spouses
lawns mowed, heart towed
integrity sold
drink lemonade streaming
the city is screaming
for the comfort of our rivals
said child just smile
we will all be gone in a while
gerdigirl lerdigike berdigubberdiglegerdigum, merdigake yerdigou nerdigumb lerdigets herdigave serdigome ferdigun, lerdigets herdigave serdigome ferdigun
from a slap on the wrist
xeroxed apocalypse
surfing on faux interest
this body don’t mean shit
this body is a spaceship
earth mother taught me bliss
she taught me bliss
done wading in this
in the holy moshpit
there is space for a kiss
there is space for a kiss
berdigoy lerdigike sherdigarperdigened sperdigear, derdigaderdigy terdigaught ferdigear
derdigon’t lerdiget herdigim nerdigear, derdigon’t lerdiget herdigim nerdigear
watching you from omniscience
chewing ice provides a lisp
experienced between the worlds
ascension to goddess from being a girl
born without fur
living as human with no time to learn
listen, how fast the heart pulses
a promise to absorb world knowledge
collage my thoughts, ain't afraid of getting caught
couldn't buy publicity with rhymes you were taught
cause i'm young and you not
rot my brain smokin pot
still hot and i'm burning bridges with my conscious
spitting nonsense but may my words inspire some sense
werdige erdigare erdigall ferdiguckerdiging merdigindlerdigess therdigings werdige erdigare erdigall ferdiguckerdiging merdigindlerdigess therdigings
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8. |
Cat and Bird
05:23
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Once I lived in peace and comfort
Was pet and fed, shown endless love
But then I guess I made a mistake
They left me there, not worth it to take
Abandoned I then found myself
I was hungry lost and overwhelmed
I let my instincts tell me what to do
i caught a bird who flew above
there was a problem then because
I'd never thought of these creatures as food
Oh birdie, oh birdie
i dont want to hurt you
but im hungry, so hungry
its what i must do
im sorry bird to be this way
havent eaten in so long
been wandering for several days
not sure where i belong
im ever so lonely and grey
just want to find my home
im not ready to be away from the place where I feel storng
oh birdie, oh birdie
i dont want to hurt you
but im hungry so hungry
its what i must do
and this is how the world works
i have to see it through
oh birdie, oh birdie
i bid you adios, adeiu
back where i used to live
i had this froggy friend
i guess that he got sick of things
he brought his own end
ive thought about this lots birdie
is it too hard to mend
this fragile little mind of mine
am i not meant to blend in?
oh birdie, oh birdie
im not gonna hurt you
you have so much life left
id hate to take it from you
so go on fly free
its what youre meant to do
maybe one day maybe someday
ill fly away too
she gave me a friendly gaze
she spread her wings wide
lifted herself to golden rays
as she began to fly
navigating natures maze
soaring through the sky
she flew toward the horizon
and then so did i
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9. |
Lali Wilde Oakland, California
hi im ola'i manu mele & i like biting things and spinning in circles
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